Reflection......

Reflecting on ones life can prove to be quite interesting. I've always thought that I had some pretty good accomplishments, but maybe not overly exciting by world standards. The truth of the matter is that for the most part my life has been mediocre with reasonable accomplishments with nothing to write home about. It's funny actually. In my quest to change the direction of my life I've found that I actually stopped "living" years ago. I've been doing the expected and not many of the things I wanted to do. It doesn't make me mad or anything, but I much prefer the way things are going now, not the lack of a job of course, but all the rest. I actually feel awake and alive for the first time in a very, very long time. I don't think anyone around me sees anything going on yet, but I do and it's such an amazing feeling. Sometimes I actually sit and chuckle, thinking if they only knew.......it's still not time to share, but soon.

Have a great day everyone! I know I am....