Time to close up shop....

It's been a very long time since my last post, but it's not been for lack of things going on. Over the last year I've practically lived in doctor's offices, hospital rooms, emergency rooms, a rehabilitation center, MRI and CT rooms, labs and the pharmacy, not to mention dealing with my mother's unwillingness to participate in her own well being.

It's been physically and mentally exhausting and I've discovered that it's also taken a toll on my own health. I've lost contact with all my friends and even my family to some degree. I actually hit a wall a few weeks ago and broke down and until this moment the only person that knew was an acqaintence from work. Although I've shared a few frustrations or some bumps in the road, I've kept most of it hidden in the proverbial closet. Everyone is busy and have good things going on so I just hated to dump "stuff" on anyone else (my decision), but why make others feel bad or uncomfortable. So to anyone I've neglected or hurt by not being there for them, I'm sorry. It was never my intention to push anyone away or not be supportive.

Things have finally settled down with my mother's health and I'm trying to regain control of my life and hopefully get myself back to a healthy, happy place and find some balance. At least that's my hope.

After giving the few people that have followed this blog a chance to check in one last time ;-) I will be taking down this site. Know that I wish you God's richest blessings and I love you all.